Sekali Lagi...

lame betul rasenye x mnulis dlm blog ni...

bukan xde story or kisah pape utk dceritekan...

tapi cume skng ni x bkesempatan je nk bkarya...cewah..bkarya gitu.hehe

dan yg psti tsgt la rndu utk luahkan segalanye dlm ni..huhu

tp dgn klas yg agk penuh...asgment yg blambak..dengan macam2 hal blaku..

mmg xde mase lbih la utk blogging lg...

lately ni mcm2 hal blaku...sedih..kecewa....sebak...tsentuh..

sume ade!!

Tp bsukur kepadaNya..

kerna ak msih kuat n teguh menempuh sume ini

wlupun sudah tersungkur sekali lg!

alhmdullilah!

satu perkara yg terlepas slame ni..

betapa susahnye nk puaskn ati sume org!

yes!betul!susah!!x mampu!

biarlah sume ni tersimpan kt hati..

biarlah hati merintih sendiri...

biarlah pipi dihujani air mata..biarlah...

now ni da xnk pkr sume2 tu ag...

da xnk bebankn jiwa n ati yg skng ni da xmampu

utk menanggung ape2 lg..

mungkin sume yg berlaku, akan ade hkmah nye..

ermm...insyaallah...

satu perkara lg yg sgt myentuh hati...

ksyukuran!!

betul! kalimah tu ssuai sgt jdi tjuk utk entry kli ni...

"saye bukan org yg x pandai bersyukur"

saye bukan la smpai tahap itu!!

mmg saye x smpurna sgt!

tp saye masih ade imam dlm hdup ni...

truk sgt tuduhan yg dilemparkan tu!

tersentuh btl jiwa ni...ak wnita biasa!

bukan xpandai nk bsukur or whatver la kn...

cume nk yg terbaik...lebih terbaik...

xslah kn asenye sume tu..

sume ni utk motivate dri kita jgk..utk dptkan

ape yg betul2 kita impikan dalam hidup!

yg terbaik dlm diri kita..

yeah!itu diri sy!!

tapi xpela..sume tu da blalu..

satu je hrapan yg masih segar n masih teguh..

impian ak keutmaan ak...

dan ak akn terus mgejar..

biarkan...

besame2 enrty ini, disediakn sepotong sajak..

jika kau merasa kecewa

pandanglah ke sungai

airnya mengalir biarpun

berjuta batu menghalang..

jika kau merasa sedih

pandanglah ke langit

kau akan sedar bahawa

ALLAH SENTIASA BERSAMAMU!

Internal Practical OM114

today was the last day i'm as "Practical Student"..

juz only a few hours i'll leave it...

thanks to God everythng move smoothly!

and my boss is nice and funny!!

even for da first, i'm not fully ready and excited to face it..

even my boss is isn't alwayz around me..

but its oke..its alrght...

i may understand with it..my boss is a bussy person

and he got a lot of comitment..

i can handle it my boss!!hehehe

juz for a week...

i had a lot of experiences and advises from my lecturer..

and to miss wawa...thanks a lot...

i'm sure without u, i can't make it easy..thanks onces again!

i'll never ever forget all this experiences..heee:p

hurmmmmmm...i'm gonna miss it!yeahhh...

without i realize it, it juz a few months..

i'll had my LI...i'll leave ktn...

times move faster when we are in gud condition??am i right??

hurmmmm...its enough already laa..adiosss....

leaving you all.....sorry!

it's already a few days i left mybeloved gadeess

my gud listener

my advisors

the best ever housemate.....

my gurl to hangout...watching movies...shopping....

i 'm leaving them!erghh...sounds bad...

i hope they may knoe that i had to do this...

i really had to do this.....

if i had da opportunity... i will never leaving you all..

this is da last semester we'll stay together...

but at the last...i can't make it....erghhhhhhhh...

i'm really dissapointed gurls...

i luv u all so fuckin damn much!:(

never mind la gurls....even we r not staying together anymore

we can always be juz like bfore,..

i'm promise...i'll nver forget you all..

you all are in my soul.......

I am really missed to hangout and gossipng wif you all...

hopefully you all may had a blissful life...and most importantly..

take gud care of youself...study hard

wishing you all get the best result for this semester...

gurls!!!!!never ever forget that i love you all very much....

u are alwayz in my soul....

*i keep crying when i am thinking about u all!!:'(

Grand Continental~~Dinner Om114

disaat sume org sedang enak dibuai mimpi2 indah, ak terpanggil utk memenuhkan blog ak nih...

sbnarnye bukan ape, juz nk share psal dinner Om114 td je...huhuhuhu..(",)bru je balik dinner at Grand Continental utk warga Om114 yg diorganizekan oleh Om part 2...ermm..ok la..kami yg 10 orang pergi ni enjoy la...wlupun at the end sume mgantuk...huhuhu...ermm, tu jela nk ckp...mate tbe2 ase mgntuk plak...nah!tgok la pic ni!!(*_*)

what a hard decisions??

This day!What a sorrow night??i feel touched and miserable !i got too much problem to settle it down..it is caused by my unstable health?hurmm..i am quite busy with my classes, assgment, test and my final is juz around the corner??how come??may I perform better this sem??but it’s not da main topic 4 my entry this night…yesterday,I juz been scolded by my sis..i feel touched and feel like to cry…I dun hav da strength nymore..i knoe its absolutely true what did she say..but its not fully my mistake..i am juz ordinary person, always made mistake..now, what?? Da decision which I tried to avoid comes again!i hav to leave my first buddies for the first I am at Shahputra ...to ty, ucu n sya..i knoe we’ll still being bff but I knoe it’s quite difficult coz we’ll be apart..i felt so comfortable and happy living with you all..honestly, I dun’t want to leave you all!i luv you all so much!you all are the true friends..girls, dunt ever forget me ya..we’ll being bff forever n ever!!!all the memories wil always keep im my mind!! i dun’t knoe what going happen to me when I stay there..seriouly, I can’t live there…but I can’t do anythin’…oh my God, give me da strength…I need it…I hav to accept it positively!! There’s must be a silver lining behind the cloud…hurmmm..

Giga Devine is the best!!!

Seminggu yang lalu, bru je blik dari Rumpun Makmur, Temerloh atas permintaan event yg wajib diorganisekn oleh pelajar Om114 part 4...emmm, klu ikutkan ati mmg x bpe xcted pun sbb xprnah rase cmne jd anak agkt utk ssebuah fmly agkt 2...Tambahan plak tempat 2 cm xbest je...around Temerloh je...style ckp cm tau sgt2 je kt ne tmpt 2...padahal since dpt tau event ni nak dilaksanakan kat sana, baru tau psal tmpat 2..name je duk tmlh...but I now nothin’ hux3....That’s me!!...xtau!!xpnh cncern!for me, its not important utk nk tau psal pkare2 cmtu... xpnh cncern pun..(ermmm, what a bad attitude ni)…huhuhu…tp so far so gud laa…xknl make xcnte bab kte org tu kn..em, the best part is I am da lucky one kn..sbb dpt 1 umh ngn one of my bff,yaya…ske la kn dpt 1 umh ngn bff..huhu..bkn mmilih kwn or ape..tp for me, it’s quite difficult utk ssuaikn dri ngn mber yg x same angin..kn..korg stuju x?hux3..My adopt family???emm, dieorg quite a gud foster family..em,of coz la kn…sume family agkt yg diregisterkn sume da diiktiraf n dieorg g kursus utk dptkn klulusan utk jdi Keluarga agkt ni.so bkn sng2 jela kn…emm..thanks to Ibu and Ayah(agkt) sbb lyn ktorg dengan baik, slalu ambik n antar ktorg mane2 n bila2 pun ktorg nk g, masak sedap2 utk ktorg, slalu ajak ktorg p jlan2 and byk lg la…Thank you so Much!! Jasamu akan dikenang!ahaks~

Disebabkn ari takhir tu planning ktorg “climb Gunung senyum”, so ktorg pun tsgt la excitednye..sbb xpnh kot buat actvty adventures cm2.ktorg mlawat 8 jnis gua kot..mmg terbaik laa...Then, bile da smpai atas 2..sume tcunggap2 n kletihan sgt..n until now I am still not feeling well ngan batuk2 n dmam skit2…bile la nk sihatnye xtau…xselesa sgt2!!emm,tp papepun I am so appreciate this experience…it’s too valuable!ahaks~last but but least, Congratz to Students Om114 4A!we manage to handle this Foster Family Programme! we all did it very well..bravo2!!

Giga devine terbaik!!!

missed the chance??how come?

it quite a long time i did't blogging..i'm quite busy on this semester...i hav an event to organize...classes are so pact...a lot of assgment to complete....huh...it so tiring..but it s ok...i knoe, its for my own benefit..heeeee..hope it will last early...hehee...oh...before i am starting to philosophical..something hav happen to me...i hav no words to compare with my feeling...i miss da chance...the opportunity that only come one's for da rest of my life..do i hav da chance for da future???i wanna to takin part in the audition..i'm serious about it!actually i hav long aspired to become a host..but i juz keep it in da deep of my soul..coz i never had a chance to involved with tht..honestly i am quite dissapointed about it..how come???how can't i knoe about it???argghhhhh...ya..i knoe myb its not my destiny...hurmmmm...its ok la Lynda....hope i'll get da chance one day...one day??wow.....how's great if my dream comes true...i like2 it!!heeee(^_^)