missed the chance??how come?

it quite a long time i did't blogging..i'm quite busy on this semester...i hav an event to organize...classes are so pact...a lot of assgment to complete....huh...it so tiring..but it s ok...i knoe, its for my own benefit..heeeee..hope it will last early...hehee...oh...before i am starting to philosophical..something hav happen to me...i hav no words to compare with my feeling...i miss da chance...the opportunity that only come one's for da rest of my life..do i hav da chance for da future???i wanna to takin part in the audition..i'm serious about it!actually i hav long aspired to become a host..but i juz keep it in da deep of my soul..coz i never had a chance to involved with tht..honestly i am quite dissapointed about it..how come???how can't i knoe about it???argghhhhh...ya..i knoe myb its not my destiny...hurmmmm...its ok la Lynda....hope i'll get da chance one day...one day??wow.....how's great if my dream comes true...i like2 it!!heeee(^_^)