Sabtu, 26 Mac 2011

Grand Continental~~Dinner Om114


disaat sume org sedang enak dibuai mimpi2 indah, ak terpanggil utk memenuhkan blog ak nih...
sbnarnye bukan ape, juz nk share psal dinner Om114 td je...huhuhuhu..(",)bru je balik dinner at Grand Continental utk warga Om114 yg diorganizekan oleh Om part 2...ermm..ok la..kami yg 10 orang pergi ni enjoy la...wlupun at the end sume mgantuk...huhuhu...ermm, tu jela nk ckp...mate tbe2 ase mgntuk plak...nah!tgok la pic ni!!(*_*)

Rabu, 23 Mac 2011

what a hard decisions??

This day!What a sorrow night??i feel touched and miserable !i got too much problem to settle it down..it is caused by my unstable health?hurmm..i am quite busy with my classes, assgment, test and my final is juz around the corner??how come??may I perform better this sem??but it’s not da main topic 4 my entry this night…yesterday,I juz been scolded by my sis..i feel touched and feel like to cry…I dun hav da strength nymore..i knoe its absolutely true what did she say..but its not fully my mistake..i am juz ordinary person, always made mistake..now, what?? Da decision which I tried to avoid comes again!i hav to leave my first buddies for the first I am at Shahputra ...to ty, ucu n sya..i knoe we’ll still being bff but I knoe it’s quite difficult coz we’ll be apart..i felt so comfortable and happy living with you all..honestly, I dun’t want to leave you all!i luv you all so much!you all are the true friends..girls, dunt ever forget me ya..we’ll being bff forever n ever!!!all the memories wil always keep im my mind!! i dun’t knoe what going happen to me when I stay there..seriouly, I can’t live there…but I can’t do anythin’…oh my God, give me da strength…I need it…I hav to accept it positively!! There’s must be a silver lining behind the cloud…hurmmm..

Giga Devine is the best!!!

Seminggu yang lalu, bru je blik dari Rumpun Makmur, Temerloh atas permintaan event yg wajib diorganisekn oleh pelajar Om114 part 4...emmm, klu ikutkan ati mmg x bpe xcted pun sbb xprnah rase cmne jd anak agkt utk ssebuah fmly agkt 2...Tambahan plak tempat 2 cm xbest je...around Temerloh je...style ckp cm tau sgt2 je kt ne tmpt 2...padahal since dpt tau event ni nak dilaksanakan kat sana, baru tau psal tmpat 2..name je duk tmlh...but I now nothin’ hux3....That’s me!!...xtau!!xpnh cncern!for me, its not important utk nk tau psal pkare2 cmtu... xpnh cncern pun..(ermmm, what a bad attitude ni)…huhuhu…tp so far so gud laa…xknl make xcnte bab kte org tu kn..em, the best part is I am da lucky one kn..sbb dpt 1 umh ngn one of my bff,yaya…ske la kn dpt 1 umh ngn bff..huhu..bkn mmilih kwn or ape..tp for me, it’s quite difficult utk ssuaikn dri ngn mber yg x same angin..kn..korg stuju x?hux3..My adopt family???emm, dieorg quite a gud foster family..em,of coz la kn…sume family agkt yg diregisterkn sume da diiktiraf n dieorg g kursus utk dptkn klulusan utk jdi Keluarga agkt ni.so bkn sng2 jela kn…emm..thanks to Ibu and Ayah(agkt) sbb lyn ktorg dengan baik, slalu ambik n antar ktorg mane2 n bila2 pun ktorg nk g, masak sedap2 utk ktorg, slalu ajak ktorg p jlan2 and byk lg la…Thank you so Much!! Jasamu akan dikenang!ahaks~

Disebabkn ari takhir tu planning ktorg “climb Gunung senyum”, so ktorg pun tsgt la excitednye..sbb xpnh kot buat actvty adventures cm2.ktorg mlawat 8 jnis gua kot..mmg terbaik laa...Then, bile da smpai atas 2..sume tcunggap2 n kletihan sgt..n until now I am still not feeling well ngan batuk2 n dmam skit2…bile la nk sihatnye xtau…xselesa sgt2!!emm,tp papepun I am so appreciate this experience…it’s too valuable!ahaks~last but but least, Congratz to Students Om114 4A!we manage to handle this Foster Family Programme! we all did it very well..bravo2!!

Giga devine terbaik!!!

Jumaat, 25 Februari 2011

missed the chance??how come?

it quite a long time i did't blogging..i'm quite busy on this semester...i hav an event to organize...classes are so pact...a lot of assgment to complete....huh...it so tiring..but it s ok...i knoe, its for my own benefit..heeeee..hope it will last early...hehee...oh...before i am starting to philosophical..something hav happen to me...i hav no words to compare with my feeling...i miss da chance...the opportunity that only come one's for da rest of my life..do i hav da chance for da future???i wanna to takin part in the audition..i'm serious about it!actually i hav long aspired to become a host..but i juz keep it in da deep of my soul..coz i never had a chance to involved with tht..honestly i am quite dissapointed about it..how come???how can't i knoe about it???argghhhhh...ya..i knoe myb its not my destiny...hurmmmm...its ok la Lynda....hope i'll get da chance one day...one day??wow.....how's great if my dream comes true...i like2 it!!heeee(^_^)






Jumaat, 7 Januari 2011

Tahun Baru Dah!!

tahun bru dtg lagi!!!yeahhh...
tp da 6 hari da pun msuk thun baru...bru nk blogging..huhuhu
bukan ape...xbksmpatan je...so,bile tibe thun bru, msti la juga wujudnye azam baru!!
bdasarkn ape yg ak tgok n dgar
seperti da mjadi kebiasaan untuk sume org buat azam baru
bila tiba tahun baru...
tercapai or x azam tu lnsng xkisahkan...n bila tiba thun baru setrusnye,
so sibuk la nk buat azam baru...tp azam lpas yg x tercapai lg tu dibiarkan begitu shaja..
klu da cmtu, buat ap nk buat azam kn??sekadar mngikut2 dan xnk kelihatan seperti
ketinggalan ke??...manusie...manusie....
so, bbalik kpd ak sndri...malas nk buat azam pape...
takut x tkejar nt....cuma bdoa kepadaNya supaya
sentiase berikn aku kjyaan dan mberi peluang serta kkuatan utk diri sndri
berubah ke arah yg lebih baik..aminnn..
hope ak dpt jalani khdupan dengn lebih baik utk spnjng thun ni...:)

Khamis, 11 November 2010

Dgaan Oh Dugaan~huish


harini hari takhir utk final exam! business math!
mlm td tdo lmbat sgt, da tau esok ade exam tp still x reti2 nk tdo awl....
sume sbb gementar+takut+ssh ati nk jwb pper besok...so, dsebabkn hal tu, ak study
sampai lnguh tngan n back pain bt latihan...uish...truk gak effect die..
.smpai skng still ag skit..klakar btl...hihihi.....
subject ni bt ak nk dpt skit drah tinggi je..hehe...
so, nk djadikan cerita...
ak tlambat bgun...btl2 xsdar....myb sbb da pnat skit, pastu tdo lmbat..
.n plg best siap mimpi2 ag...haish...
arini mmg dasyat...da la bgun lmbat, bgun2 je dapat msg...exam bkn pkul 9 a.m..tp 8.30 a.m...ape lg...trus ke ruang selesa utk mndi n siap2 pun ala kadar jep...byangkn la kene bsiap kurng dpd 15 min??mmg x ckup la kn utk ak bsiap sperti kbiasaannye...smpai kwn2 ak pun ckp mane make up???basi je mke...xbleh blaa btl soaln...hahaha
then..nk xnk tpkse jgk kejutkn Yati a.k.a ucu utk hntar ak g klej...
sbb mmg xsmpat la if ak jln kaki yg mana seperti itik pulng ptang..hihi..
sampai klej msuk dwan dgan tsgt2 la gmntarnye, psal xde exm slip..
tpkse pretend sumenye ok wlupun dlm ati tkut je kene halau keluar...tkut punye tkut, ade la sorg miss ni tnye ak mane slip exm mane...
ak dgn rilex nye ckp "sy da tccirkn la td...xsdar da xde...so, sy tkut msuk lmbt , sbb tu xsmpat nk g print dlu"...cm ape je alasan ak kn..hihi...
nsib bek miss tu senyum je....tq sgt2 utk miss 2 sbb xmyusahkn ak td...heee~miss, jasamu dkenang!!!ahaks..
dalam dewan, dengan scepat mgkinnye ak myelesaikn sume soaln yg dutarakan...bukan ape, tp tkut xsmpat nk jwab sume soaln 2 dlm mse dua jam...padahal smpat sgt...glabah je lbih...heee~
alhamdullilah...hmpir sume soaln ak dpt jwb dgn jayanye...kcuali 1 soaln 2...eiii...xpuas ati btl ak xdpt slesaikn..hurmmmm....kt mane la slah ak eh??tp xpelaa...ok la 2...dpd xdpt jwab byk.....kn???syukur!!
emmm...pas exam...g lunch ngn MJ geng...lame xlpak ngn dieorg....pasni da cti sem...alamatnye thun dpn la ak jumpe dieorg sume blik...
psal da lame sgt xjumpe...so byk la story ttunggak..msing2 nk cter..klakar btl...tp plg jeles skli ble dieorg cter psal vacation ke Kedah 2....hurmmmm jeles2!!!!
xpe2 ye lynda...myb next time..tpkse la tenang kn dri sndri...hiihi
xpela korg...nikmati cuti-cuti cnta kalian ye...tnpa ak???truk je bunyi nye...hehe..jga dri baik2 ye...smoge slamt pjalanan pergi n blik kalian sume ye...
em,sampai ni jela entry kli ni....da lnguh2 tgan taip...da la back pain xbaik ag...nk g kmas brang2 plak...esok da nk blik!!!yeayyyyyyyy!!!holi-holidays!!!ya, semester break!!!!! adiosssssss...............

Sabtu, 6 November 2010

hey boy! its so hurting me!!!


it so difficult to find blissful in our life....
and it's too possible to keep "da hepiness" for the rest of our life!
i am not a lucky gurl who always got what they want...
i am a LOSER!!!!
i even can't had someone special in my life...and if i got him, he juz leave me after i truly fall in luv wif him...
how cruel u are????how could u did this to me???
what is actually n exactly ur intentions towards me????
i really wanna knoe...for da first time u stay away from me..
.i did ask u,n u juz put the blame on me...am i too egoistic???hypocrete?? i hav put it down...my egoistic...that all bcoz of u!!!only bcoz of u.....
bcoz of u ok!!!
one thing tht u should know..
tht nobody know....
i'm hurting for da whole time after what u did to me!!!
and now.....
i feel like u stab into my heart when u blocking me from following ur blog, and ur fb...i could not do that to u even i really need to did it..
but it's so easy 4 u to did it....as easy as counting 1 to 10...u did it without any feeling..
am i right????????
my dear, u know...even seem like i hate u and hurting wif u...but i'm still want to take out ur current development...
u still be my priority!!
i'm crying bcoz of man???bcoz of someone did't appreciate me???
shitttttt......why this is happen to me????
i really wanna forget u!!!!
but i can't!!!why u came into my loneliness life?? if u juz wanna play around wif my feeling???
what i have done to u???
i think this is the ending between u and me,...
my dear, i'll try to forget u...i'm promise!!
thanks for all what u did to me...thanks a lot!!
u r my most beautiful memory i ever had and also my painful!!!
I HATE U, my dear!!!:(
pless stay away from my life!!i'm begging!!
i cant do it...but i'm sure u can do it!