hey boy! its so hurting me!!!

it so difficult to find blissful in our life....

and it's too possible to keep "da hepiness" for the rest of our life!

i am not a lucky gurl who always got what they want...

i am a LOSER!!!!

i even can't had someone special in my life...and if i got him, he juz leave me after i truly fall in luv wif him...

how cruel u are????how could u did this to me???

what is actually n exactly ur intentions towards me????

i really wanna knoe...for da first time u stay away from me..

.i did ask u,n u juz put the blame on me...am i too egoistic???hypocrete?? i hav put it down...my egoistic...that all bcoz of u!!!only bcoz of u.....

bcoz of u ok!!!

one thing tht u should know..

tht nobody know....

i'm hurting for da whole time after what u did to me!!!

and now.....

i feel like u stab into my heart when u blocking me from following ur blog, and ur fb...i could not do that to u even i really need to did it..

but it's so easy 4 u to did it....as easy as counting 1 to 10...u did it without any feeling..

am i right????????

my dear, u know...even seem like i hate u and hurting wif u...but i'm still want to take out ur current development...

u still be my priority!!

i'm crying bcoz of man???bcoz of someone did't appreciate me???

shitttttt......why this is happen to me????

i really wanna forget u!!!!

but i can't!!!why u came into my loneliness life?? if u juz wanna play around wif my feeling???

what i have done to u???

i think this is the ending between u and me,...

my dear, i'll try to forget u...i'm promise!!

thanks for all what u did to me...thanks a lot!!

u r my most beautiful memory i ever had and also my painful!!!

I HATE U, my dear!!!:(

pless stay away from my life!!i'm begging!!

i cant do it...but i'm sure u can do it!