missed the chance??how come?

it quite a long time i did't blogging..i'm quite busy on this semester...i hav an event to organize...classes are so pact...a lot of assgment to complete....huh...it so tiring..but it s ok...i knoe, its for my own benefit..heeeee..hope it will last early...hehee...oh...before i am starting to philosophical..something hav happen to me...i hav no words to compare with my feeling...i miss da chance...the opportunity that only come one's for da rest of my life..do i hav da chance for da future???i wanna to takin part in the audition..i'm serious about it!actually i hav long aspired to become a host..but i juz keep it in da deep of my soul..coz i never had a chance to involved with tht..honestly i am quite dissapointed about it..how come???how can't i knoe about it???argghhhhh...ya..i knoe myb its not my destiny...hurmmmm...its ok la Lynda....hope i'll get da chance one day...one day??wow.....how's great if my dream comes true...i like2 it!!heeee(^_^)

Tahun Baru Dah!!

tahun bru dtg lagi!!!yeahhh...

tp da 6 hari da pun msuk thun baru...bru nk blogging..huhuhu

bukan ape...xbksmpatan je...so,bile tibe thun bru, msti la juga wujudnye azam baru!!

bdasarkn ape yg ak tgok n dgar

seperti da mjadi kebiasaan untuk sume org buat azam baru

bila tiba tahun baru...

tercapai or x azam tu lnsng xkisahkan...n bila tiba thun baru setrusnye,

so sibuk la nk buat azam baru...tp azam lpas yg x tercapai lg tu dibiarkan begitu shaja..

klu da cmtu, buat ap nk buat azam kn??sekadar mngikut2 dan xnk kelihatan seperti

ketinggalan ke??...manusie...manusie....

so, bbalik kpd ak sndri...malas nk buat azam pape...

takut x tkejar nt....cuma bdoa kepadaNya supaya

sentiase berikn aku kjyaan dan mberi peluang serta kkuatan utk diri sndri

berubah ke arah yg lebih baik..aminnn..

hope ak dpt jalani khdupan dengn lebih baik utk spnjng thun ni...:)

Dgaan Oh Dugaan~huish

harini hari takhir utk final exam! business math!

mlm td tdo lmbat sgt, da tau esok ade exam tp still x reti2 nk tdo awl....

sume sbb gementar+takut+ssh ati nk jwb pper besok...so, dsebabkn hal tu, ak study

sampai lnguh tngan n back pain bt latihan...uish...truk gak effect die..

.smpai skng still ag skit..klakar btl...hihihi.....

subject ni bt ak nk dpt skit drah tinggi je..hehe...

so, nk djadikan cerita...

ak tlambat bgun...btl2 xsdar....myb sbb da pnat skit, pastu tdo lmbat..

.n plg best siap mimpi2 ag...haish...

arini mmg dasyat...da la bgun lmbat, bgun2 je dapat msg...exam bkn pkul 9 a.m..tp 8.30 a.m...ape lg...trus ke ruang selesa utk mndi n siap2 pun ala kadar jep...byangkn la kene bsiap kurng dpd 15 min??mmg x ckup la kn utk ak bsiap sperti kbiasaannye...smpai kwn2 ak pun ckp mane make up???basi je mke...xbleh blaa btl soaln...hahaha

then..nk xnk tpkse jgk kejutkn Yati a.k.a ucu utk hntar ak g klej...

sbb mmg xsmpat la if ak jln kaki yg mana seperti itik pulng ptang..hihi..

sampai klej msuk dwan dgan tsgt2 la gmntarnye, psal xde exm slip..

tpkse pretend sumenye ok wlupun dlm ati tkut je kene halau keluar...tkut punye tkut, ade la sorg miss ni tnye ak mane slip exm mane...

ak dgn rilex nye ckp "sy da tccirkn la td...xsdar da xde...so, sy tkut msuk lmbt , sbb tu xsmpat nk g print dlu"...cm ape je alasan ak kn..hihi...

nsib bek miss tu senyum je....tq sgt2 utk miss 2 sbb xmyusahkn ak td...heee~miss, jasamu dkenang!!!ahaks..

dalam dewan, dengan scepat mgkinnye ak myelesaikn sume soaln yg dutarakan...bukan ape, tp tkut xsmpat nk jwab sume soaln 2 dlm mse dua jam...padahal smpat sgt...glabah je lbih...heee~

alhamdullilah...hmpir sume soaln ak dpt jwb dgn jayanye...kcuali 1 soaln 2...eiii...xpuas ati btl ak xdpt slesaikn..hurmmmm....kt mane la slah ak eh??tp xpelaa...ok la 2...dpd xdpt jwab byk.....kn???syukur!!

emmm...pas exam...g lunch ngn MJ geng...lame xlpak ngn dieorg....pasni da cti sem...alamatnye thun dpn la ak jumpe dieorg sume blik...

psal da lame sgt xjumpe...so byk la story ttunggak..msing2 nk cter..klakar btl...tp plg jeles skli ble dieorg cter psal vacation ke Kedah 2....hurmmmm jeles2!!!!

xpe2 ye lynda...myb next time..tpkse la tenang kn dri sndri...hiihi

xpela korg...nikmati cuti-cuti cnta kalian ye...tnpa ak???truk je bunyi nye...hehe..jga dri baik2 ye...smoge slamt pjalanan pergi n blik kalian sume ye...

em,sampai ni jela entry kli ni....da lnguh2 tgan taip...da la back pain xbaik ag...nk g kmas brang2 plak...esok da nk blik!!!yeayyyyyyyy!!!holi-holidays!!!ya, semester break!!!!! adiosssssss...............

hey boy! its so hurting me!!!

it so difficult to find blissful in our life....

and it's too possible to keep "da hepiness" for the rest of our life!

i am not a lucky gurl who always got what they want...

i am a LOSER!!!!

i even can't had someone special in my life...and if i got him, he juz leave me after i truly fall in luv wif him...

how cruel u are????how could u did this to me???

what is actually n exactly ur intentions towards me????

i really wanna knoe...for da first time u stay away from me..

.i did ask u,n u juz put the blame on me...am i too egoistic???hypocrete?? i hav put it down...my egoistic...that all bcoz of u!!!only bcoz of u.....

bcoz of u ok!!!

one thing tht u should know..

tht nobody know....

i'm hurting for da whole time after what u did to me!!!

and now.....

i feel like u stab into my heart when u blocking me from following ur blog, and ur fb...i could not do that to u even i really need to did it..

but it's so easy 4 u to did it....as easy as counting 1 to 10...u did it without any feeling..

am i right????????

my dear, u know...even seem like i hate u and hurting wif u...but i'm still want to take out ur current development...

u still be my priority!!

i'm crying bcoz of man???bcoz of someone did't appreciate me???

shitttttt......why this is happen to me????

i really wanna forget u!!!!

but i can't!!!why u came into my loneliness life?? if u juz wanna play around wif my feeling???

what i have done to u???

i think this is the ending between u and me,...

my dear, i'll try to forget u...i'm promise!!

thanks for all what u did to me...thanks a lot!!

u r my most beautiful memory i ever had and also my painful!!!

I HATE U, my dear!!!:(

pless stay away from my life!!i'm begging!!

i cant do it...but i'm sure u can do it!

MJ Group@Gossip.com

Tagline:psssssst....MJ...MJ...MJ..

wishing u all da best for our last paper

OMT108

Go Go Chayok!!!!!

KEKECEWAAN+TERTEKAN

hari ni xtau pe psal.....rase sedih n kecewa sgt je...sebab tpkse cancel kn pcutian sy....da byk da psediaan yg sy buat utk pcutian 2..da beli bju baru....2 pasang lg 2...jeans bru....n plg penting da gunting hair style bru da...igat selalu ke sy nk gunting rmbt pendek ni...em,tp xdela pendek sgt jgk...da smangat sgt nk holiday ngn rmbt style bru ni....tp, akhirnye sume ggal....byk sgt halangan...dugaan...rintangan....hmmmmm...sory ye kawan2....sy bukan sengaje or saje2 utk cancelkan sume 2 last minute....tp...hope korg pham ye.;'(...sy lagi sedih...sampai xde mood nk ceria2 arini...dengan last nk tggu last paper...killer paper 2....mnambahkn lagi xde mood nih...oh mood business math...segera la hadir!!!!6 chapter!!sy nak result yg bek utk sbject ni....nk sahut cabaran si yaya 2...bia die xpcaye nanti..hehehheehe...yaya.....tggu ye....if possible...sy nk klahkn awk 2...so,mkneye skang sy kene bbaik2 la ngn nombor2 yg cute 2 n sume formula2 yang sweet 2..eeeyuuuuu...cute n sweet sgt ke dieorg???xpela...demi mcapai result yg terbaik...sy nk bbaik2 la ngn dieorg sume 2...huhuhuhu....so, awk sume jgn la sombong sgt ye...bagi la sy kpantasan n kcepatan dlm mmahami awk ye...plessss....hmmm...k laa ni jela entry utk kli ni....da xde ape nk dbebelkn lg...myb sbb xde mud kot...hmmmm....last but not least....wish me all da best for my last pper k....Business Mathematics...MAT108, Friday,9-11 a.m...pagi jumaat yg penuh dgn kberkatan...insyaallah....